Dua for the Weary by Qurat Dar
My god says, turn everything into an altar
The toilet bowl, the stranger’s knees,
says, there is no indignity in worship.
Says, a prayer is still a prayer even
if it only finds your lips while you
are seized in pain, or need, or
quiet desperation, says,
make a mosque of this body,
a prayer is still a prayer
even if it only echoes in your limbs
rather than over rooftops.
My god says, I want for nothing,
save your pretenses for each other.
A prayer is still a prayer if it holds no
reverence. If it is screamed, or begged,
or sobbed, says you don’t have to want
salvation. You can make a cathedral of
the bus stop, the waiting room, your cell phone,
a prayer is still a prayer if it is to
a forgotten god or
a dying god or
to no god at all.
My god says, I know you are a burial ground,
I carved your mouth into an empty grave,
but a prayer is still a prayer even
if it is silent.
My god says, swallow forgiveness like a river,
show yourself the mercy of an oasis,
whisper lovenotes into your palms,
and make wudu.
This poem was featured in Issue 08 of Canthius.
Qurat Dar was the City of Mississauga’s third Youth Poet Laureate (2021-2023) and the 2020 Canadian Individual Poetry Slam National Champion. Her work has appeared in Augur Magazine, the Art Gallery of Mississauga, and in virtual reality, among other places.